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795 Pages

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Total count (in Courier New)…just under 150,000 words.

I actually thought the word count would be higher, but I did chop some stuff out.

Just goes to show…something, I guess…

kilian

Music to stay awake with…

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I had promised that today would be the first in a series of “regular featured” articles relating/pertaining to a specific, as yet unrevealed, topic. But guess what? I’m a big fat liar.

I’m so tired that I’m starting to say sentences without, you know, verbs and nouns. Last night I slept for nearly four hours, which is about double what I’ve gotten the last three nights. The book is done. I’ve actually written the words “The End.”

OK, I didn’t actually write those words because I don’t know how I feel about writing them since it seems pretty obvious where the end of the book is…but you get the point.

I’m about 1/5ish through revising, which is good, but I have six hours of class tonight, which is bad, and the deadline is tomorrow…so no sleepy for me!

In an attempt to keep myself awake I have been listening to the same 10 songs over and over again…here’s a few in no particular order…

The Dropkick Murphys – The Dirty Glass
…because I loves me some bands with either bagpipes or a mandolin, but both is just the definition of awesomeness…

Feist – I Feel It All
…the more I listen to this album the more I realize what a ridiculously good songwriter she is…and the more I realize I need to invest in a parka because I imagine it’s pretty easy to catch frostbite while waiting all night in someone’s trashcan when that someone lives in Canada…

The Pink Spiders – Modern Swinger
…I’m willing to take flak for this (I’m looking at you c) but we are all well aware that catchy-psuedo-punk-pop is one of my major weaknesses, and in my defense this video offers something for gilgrim (the band wears black and pink striped ties), me (chicks in pink wigs) and our hardcore sexual deviant fanbase (one word: FURRIES!)…

Muse – Map of the Problematique
…this latest album might be one of the greatest rock albums of all time from a purely musical perspective…and what I mean by that is the more you listen and understand what is there, the more you realize that they didn’t just write songs, so much as compose a series 4 minute masterpieces that are so complex and layered, it really blows my f*ing mind, plus the drummer is flat out amazing, I played the drums for a number of years and I have a soft spot for any band (probably why I liked Blink-182) with a drummer who is artistic as opposed to a guy who just sits behind the rest of the band and bangs on shit…

NOFX – The Separation of Church and Skate
…well, when did punk rock become so safe, seriously? it’s a valid question…

One last item…there is a new poll up in The Polling Place…vote and be rewarded with the pride that comes from doing some community service…

kilian

Happy Revolution

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Firstly, big thank you to Matty for passing this on, and to APrilhead herself for then passing it on to me, so that I may bask in the gleeful joy of this news.

For those that have not already heard, the internet hacking group known simply as Anonymous, has hacked into the FOX brodacasting signal to declare open and unrelenting war on the money-grubbing, brainwashing intent, and media-bullying cult of Scientology.

Here is the main clip which has been circulating – Anonymous = We do not forgive. We do not forget.

Now, I am not particularly a fan in anyway of the mass media and it does not matter to me in anyway if the source is con or lib, to me it is pretty obvious that all broadcast – mass-market news media is simply is about (like all business) bottom dollars. And for this form of ‘entertainment’ it is simply most profitable to push sensationalized versions and spins of what would otherwise be interesting but innocuous fluff, such as the FOX report some time ago on Anonymous itself, which is not the clearest or most accurate depiction of the group or its antics and does not clearly prove that the group they are reporting on is in fact even the same group in question. With this is mind it is important to note that it is FOX who was specifically hacked and their signal was broken into and used to push the most recent message from the group itself. That message, is an open declaration of war against Scientology. If you want to know why this group, legion, of hackers and other revolutionaries is now formalizing their efforts on the infamous cult, watch their video, they will explain in their own words.

For me, this is a startling and exciting phenomenon as it heralds a shift that I think all of us who ever took some small consolidation in fantastic or speculative fictional stories about a coming change to world. The change is coming and it looks like Gibson, Palaniuk, Dick and others were spot on. I don’t think that this is really any sort of overwhelming conspiracy as I tend to not believe in conspiracy theories simply for the fact that that sort of organizational hutzpah is nearly impossible. Instead I see this recent action as an embodiment of the cultural zeitgeist of our society. We all know that things are not as they should be, and that things are simply messed up especially when it comes to large scale media control and brainwashing. It’s easy to dismiss stories about the builderbergs and illuminati, skull and bones, and even scientology as merely overhyped paranoia. Yet, while I personally do not put unbiased stock in everything that comes forth from the mouths of Alex Jones and others like him simply on the face of their own presentations, I think it is impossible to ignore the fact that more and more stories keep popping up in this same vein.

So what does this similarity mean? To me, it is symptomatic not of an overwhelming and shadow-organized conspiracy for world enslavement – no, instead I think it is much simpler, but no less draconian, I believe that these actions by organized and powerful groups are taken as a shortsighted means to a profitable end. But the fact that these efforts, uses of disgusting amounts of spin, misdirection and misinformation and control are not orchestrated on some grand -evil-overlord-sort-of-scale does not dispute the fact that the results are not acceptable.

To this end, I believe that we have slowly been moving towards a revolution of sorts. I think, after watching many developments and trends come in and out of play with new media and information dissemination techniques now available that did not even exist before, that people are beginning to think. They are beginning to truly question, and they are not happy with the answers that they’re receiving as a result. There is no James Bond styled master-villain behind the curtain pulling the puppet strings, no singular shadow-group or figure head that can be villainized, thwarted, and attacked in the ways that movies have taught us for decades. Instead, it is the extremely unpleasant reality facing us that we must confront and stand against the worst results of all of our most utopian efforts and avarice, our shortsighted plans and efforts and our willingness to forfeit our freedoms for security that is staring stupidly back at us through the mirror. I see groups like Anonymous, and am happy to know that thinking is starting a new. I’m happy to see people no longer happy with their flaming little shit. I’m energized, excited and overwhelmed to see the beginnings of what should be a thorough (and likely difficult) change to come in how we handle information, news, media and ideas. The time has come to quit taking the obvious and easier roads offered, the pavement that we’ve laid ourselves in our own laziness that gives control to others instead of relying on the hardship of our own accountability. It could easily have lead to our own literal destruction, but it should be obvious now that there is still time to fight back. There is chance and opportunity to learn from our mistakes and to try and make things right.

Utopian dreams are wonderful, and sadly the efforts generally used to achieve them result ultimately in the reality of dystopia rather than utopia. They work well on paper but not in reality. Perhaps, it is best to strive for utopia and to be content in continuing an ongoing and never ending struggle to keep totalitarian efforts in check. It’s somewhat Jeffersonian, it means that the efforts are never ending and that the struggle is never really with a true and tangible end. but such may be the very worthwhile cost of true freedom. The cost of freedom is not security and the cost of security is not freedom. The cost of freedom is accountability and ceaseless effort, and willingness to fight. By any and all means. I think the fight is finally starting to happen and it’s about bloody time.

The following is the follow up video from Anonymous regarding their first organized effort against the Scientology cult:

Call to Arms – FEB 10th 2008 – We Are Legion. We Do Not Forgive. We Do Not Forget. We Will Be Heard. Expect US.

Happy Revolution NR.

–Aleister

Acumen Nation

A short discourse on the nature of “Pages”

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When I, a (would be) novelist uses the term “20 pages” it does not mean the same thing as when you, a sane and rational human being, uses the term. For instance, when exsulis asks if the “20 pages turned into another 20″ his conception of 20 pages is 20 sheets of paper, each filled with text on one side. But my conception of 20 pages might more closely be compared with “n pages.” N, however, is not necessarily referencing an integer, but could also be interpreted as time, distance, space, cups of coffee or hours of lost sleep. In fact, “20 pages” could encompass all of these things, to a varying degree, at the same time so that, discerning the actual physical number of pages left in any given “20 pages” range can only be calculated using some form of malign alchemy known only to the most evil, and powerful, warlocks that have never existed.

From a “real world” perspective then, “20 pages” is more a nebulous concept of some abstraction of work completed vs. work remaining that does not have a literal interpretation in this plane of existence.

But I can definitely see a light at the end of the pages (if pages could be said to have a light at the end of them…which they probably can’t).

I am in the middle of the actual climax scene (which is intercut with scenes going on at the same time) and after that, only a very short epilogue remains.

It sure will be nice to sleep more than three hours at a time again…

kilian

Two quick items, late on this Sunday evening

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In case anyone is interested, I had a comment posted up on Zefrank’s blog, which was a response to a question he asked. At least one person has already followed that comment to our little corner of the interwebz, so if that person ever comes back, I’ll say it was a job well done.

Exsulis e-mailed me earlier today inquiring about the book and whether or not it was yet complete. It is now 11 PM (Pacific) and it is not yet done, though in my defense, one character just got half his head shot off. This was an odd turn of events because while I knew that this character would die, I wasn’t sure how…

kilian

I’ve been fighting

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–the system. I fights it.

HOPE FOR US ALL

–Aleister

not quite dead yet, there’s too much to do

(link was not working – link is fixed – for some unknown reason I am not able to make fancy ‘embedded’ video posts like Kilian does)

God am I tired…

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I’m about to finish my fifth Venti Iced Latte in 24 hours…this week has been…surreal…tiring…anxiety filled…coffee, as it often does, has pulled my tired ass through the days…

I think, on average, I’ve had 3-4 hours of sleep a night this week thanks to the upcoming deadline, now 6 days away, and the continued sickness of my child which has seen her wake up multiple times every night this week…

At some point, the gods only know when, we’ll get back to stuff and such…next Wednesday, actually, will mark the beginning of a new weekly “article series” written by yours truly…I know you’re all holding your breath now, but please consider that if you all die of asphyxiation, no one will be left to read said article.

Also, in the “planning stages” you might say is another, I guess you could call it, project. An idea that I had earlier this week that was, more than likely, inspired by my recent overly caffeinated state of existence. But I believe that it is an idea with some merit, and we will all see what comes of it…

Lastly, for you faithful Normalinauts, a question (not to be confused with the new Polls) would you prefer that I

1. Begin posting, probably once every other week, chapters from my second novel, or

2. Begin a completely new work of serialized fiction specifically for the site (that would also be updated, probably, every other week)?

kilian

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